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[17 Oct 2009|08:11am] Please lie to me and tell me i'm still as gnarly as I was a year and a half ago. Lord if I could go back to that me, i'd hold her and never let her go. 3 comments /comment

[17 Aug 2009|04:54pm] We're screwed! We're all screwed! /comment

[31 May 2009|03:36pm] Oh home, how I miss thee but how incredibly do I fear thee as well. Since when did I become such a weak little girl? My soul is still absent and I don't know why it doesn't want anymore to do with my adventures. I guess this particular adventure is too tiring and lost it's sense of excitement when I lost my sense. 1 comments /comment

new mission: barf on all you touch. [17 Apr 2009|01:05am] Once upon a time the lord laughed in my face yesterday. Don't ask. One day i'll write the book and then you'll understand. Puke in my pizza pu puke in my pizza WHAT! 2 comments /comment

[22 Sep 2008|10:18am] .....and THAT, 'twas "Stage Two". I gotta tell ya, stage three shall be having to do with finding me. Be scared. 3 comments /comment

Trial? [20 Sep 2008|08:51am] ERROR! Dunzo? Who really even fuckin knows. /comment

As a scientist one must perform many experiments. [15 Sep 2008|03:32am] Trial- ERROR. Trial- ERROR. Trial- ERROR. TRIAL.- Success? ......to be continued. 2 comments /comment

STAGE 1: HOPE [and how it can fuck itself in the ass!] [08 Sep 2008|03:50am] I'm still me, hoping for you I hope you're hoping the same thing too. I know I'm wrong, it isn't true Trying to find something else I can do. Just let it be, let me be blue This is the first stage I'll be going through. Now someone buy me a beer. 3 comments /comment

[01 Aug 2008|03:58am] I'm going to be completely honest with how I feel about this. -I am not afraid. -Our relationship was never based on need so I don't need him. -i do want. -i do want him. -im pretty broken. -its gonna hit me hard real soon. These are the only things I know for sure. I know nothing else under any subject. /comment

[29 Apr 2008|08:34pm] Sometimes he completely sucks my cock. And then sometimes he rocks my world right off. Relationships are we tod did. 1 comments /comment

my fruitless attempts: [23 Apr 2008|06:08pm] -"Wanna go to the park? Wanna go to the zoo?" -"haha, I have to go shopping for my mom and then I have homework. Anyways, doesn't the zoo cost money?" -"....oh." .........Later...... -"got any plans for tonight?" - "no, I don't think so." - "ummm, wanna hang out? Just us. ?" -"can't do much with a quarter tank of gas and only 3 dollars." -"oh." Did I set myself up for this? Should I have seen it coming? /comment

[27 Feb 2008|04:39am] Sometimes I feel like running. /comment

[16 Feb 2008|12:33am] Boyfriended. /comment

[14 Feb 2008|08:54pm] My bitter, sceptical heart is no more. My valentine is better than yours! /comment

[01 Feb 2008|12:37am] My brain just did a flip. I feel like I'm back to normal again. I like me. I'm not one for relationships. I think I'll have to be tricked into it. 1 comments /comment

Thank you. [29 Jan 2008|09:20pm] Sellin 80 loaves of bread, Cigarette highs, And "Thank you fer you. Yer the boss!" What a good day. /comment

so THIS is what it feels like [28 Jan 2008|08:38pm] My whole world is always shaken up and i'm never content. Today I realized, I am. I am full and completely in tact. All I want and all I ask is for it to stay this way for a couple of days. I don't want to see anyone new or hear from anyone from the past. Just let me be for now. No surprises please. 2 comments /comment

[20 Jan 2008|07:39pm] Oh blah blah blah "Ma heart is black and cracking like an old woman's hands." Yadda yadda yaaa Cry me a river. You ain't as bruised as you think or say you are. I'm not buyin it. Buck up. Be tough. 7 comments /comment

[16 Jan 2008|11:14pm] This reminds me of that time when I was drunk, puking in my bathroom and I suddenly got the urge to listen to I was a kaleidoscope by Death Cab. Ironic how my mind works. I cheer myself up, with sporadic impulse. /comment

reality bites [14 Jan 2008|07:20am] Let it be. Let it be. Let it be. 2 comments /comment

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